THIS IS IT

Done... But please make me sure of it. Please, tell me more about the meaning of Purity (of Faith). Because, once, she (the one I marry) asked me about it.
As so I answered as what my father has told me. ""Ikhlas" is written in Al-Qur'an Sūra 94: Inshirāḥ, or the Expansion (5-8)".
As I had taken the option (for several times) from the one I most admire and doubt all at once.
But still, I'm far, far away from being descent for such noble word to describe who I am now.
Am not I? or I just have been making fool out of my self by doing this.
What has done is done. Accepting the good is all that matters. As I had chosen the choice. Although heart is, still, a little bit unhappy.
Tell me, how can I love someone without experiencing the desire? Untill today, as I'm typing these words now. I don't feel the longing for her exsistence, at all.
And now.
If this is for the act of devotion, may Allah let the feeling sprouted up from my deepest heart. So I can carry on with my life uniritated. Amien.